suspense much

he is still keeping her suspense..

i wonder what exactly happen between us..

i mean things were going so fine before this..

i really thought that he was the right guy..

he seems so perfect and all nice to me..

all the things he told me still floating in my mind everyday..

the sentence he wanted me to remember i got the message & actually understands it...

then i started to fall deeper for him

but when all these are clear, it started to fade away..

he is no longer talks to me like how he used to be..

no more text or smiley faces from him..

i started to feel the ignorance in between..

i wanted to ask so badly whats exactly happening...

is it something that i did that hurt him so bad that he is doing this to me...

if is a yes, i deserve it..

or maybe he is already into some other gal or i might not just be the someone he wanted...

for whatever the reason is, i am sure that it would have be fine for me..

all i need is just an assurance from him

so that i would not have waited blankly for nothing in return instead i could move on...

i did fall for him real deeply

& thats the reason i cried and sad since the day he stopped showing me the smile i used to see..

i wish he knew whats inside me without me telling...

every day i am waiting for him to speak out whats inside him..

& every night all i did is to cry myself to sleep...

all i want from you is just a simple and honest answer : me to move on or stay??